This is weird to say, but I have been craving to have a boyfriend lately. I feel so rusty in that department. Unfortunately, I do not see any opportunities arising anytime soon. With burt that went nowhere, with Sam that was just one hott mess, with Holden that's going nowhere, and now with Kevin the nurse he is way too old for me.
I know there are more important things in life that boys and I agree completely with that. I just long for affection and to be loved by a guy. I mean I have my friends and family, but that is a different type of love. Oh well. I've been patient for almost two years, I can wait another two or so years.
Anywho, I love nursing school! It is going great. I have worked on the Neuro floor, general surgery floor, renal floor, the ER, and soon I will get to test out that OR and ICU. I am super excited for those days!
Did I fail to mention that I gave chest compressions?! It was amazing! I think I posted it in my other blog...sorry blog I have been cheating on you...but here is the link to my other blog...
http://ashleylavonneolsen11.blogspot.com/
I think I will go back to this blog though, because there is so much history here...so much of me...
Well, tomorrow is fancy friday so I am going to dress up in a cute dress :) I love having excuses to wear a dress.
Furthermore, let me fill you in on the status of my love life.
Kevin- this cute nurse I followed on tuesday and he thought I was a freaking genius... magically I happened to do everything right that night with meds and answering questions. Maybe nursing is my forte. However, I am scared I will mess up. A medication error resulting in the harm of a patient would be the worst thing ever. And I need to learn NOT to drop my patient's pills on the floor...I need to be more careful! Oh yeah, Kevin. He was cool, but he is 26 or 27. He runs which is sexy, but he was texting when we had dinner break together, not so sexy. Oh well, he was my favorite nurse to follow so far (not only cause he is cute!) , and he is going for his PhD which I think is awesome!
Holden- He has been my friend for three years. He is a super attractive guy and freaking hilarious. I sometimes thinks he likes me and other times think he doesn't...one of those situations. I guess he is really shy with girls though, so I don't think I will ever figure out. But he is an awesome guy and I do consider him one of my close friends.
Sam- Uhhh, yea, uh is about it. That went nowhere and will go nowhere. I think I secretly did want him to like me just to make Russell jealous. But Sam is a super awesome/hilarious guy, but our interests are not the same. I mean sure we both love science and harry potter...but his passion is banjos, bluegrass and all that hick stuff which no matter how much I pretend to like, I just can't do it!!!
Jeremy- we are going nowhere, but I wish we would go somewhere.
Anyways, I love my friends a lot...aka Rachel and Ashley...they are amazing :)
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